So.

So, my doctor put me on Provera and then Clomid to hopefully get us pregnant. I just finished the Provera...what a nightmare! FYI, Provera makes your hair fall out. I'll give up some hair to have a baby, but still...it was quite scary to deal with.

Sent out most of our wedding invites and are already getting RSVPs back. Crazy. We bought our wedding rings, too. WE ARE GETTING MARRIED IN A MONTH AND A HALF!

I keep meaning to have a gigantic update with pictures...but I keep, well, not doing it. Probably explains why I have next to no readers. I have these grand notions of having a fancy, read-often blog, but if I don't put in the effort, how exactly to I intend to manage that?

Doctor's appointment.

I finally have a doctor's appointment to talk about why the heck I'm not pregnant yet. It's next week. Stay tuned!

End of 2011

It's officially the last day of 2011. It's bizarre how fast this year went. In just a few short months, I'll be getting married. I have a lot I want to accomplish in 2012. I guess this is like a resolution list.

1. Get married. This means that I want to be a fabulous wife and step mom, and also, I'd like us to have a really fun, stress free wedding. Fingers crossed. It's already stressful.

2. Get pregnant. We will see if my body gets in line with the program.

3. Get in shape. I'm already doing the 30 day shred and using spark people to count my calories, so hopefully I'll be back to where I was.

4. Pick up a hobby. All I do is watch tv and work. This has got to change.

5. Spend more time with my friends. See above as to why

I'm sure there's more I want to do, like learn new recipes and whatnot. But those five are the biggies.

30 Day Shred: day one

Oh, Jillian Michaels, you evil bitch. My legs are burning and I did the workout 7 hours ago. It's going to be a long month.

In other news, J is out of town until Saturday. This is the longest we've been apart since moving in together 7 months ago. I feel kind of lost!

Working out

I am going to start Jillian Michaels 30 Day Shred on December 1st. I've been getting chubby lately and that needs to stop! Who's with me?

Dude, has it really been 2 months since my last post? Wow. Okay. I'll write a better one soon, but for now, know this: I'm getting married in 2 months and we have been trying to get me knocked up for 3 weeks now. Stay tuned ;)

Step-woes

I'd like to be focused 100% on planning the wedding but I keep getting hit with distractions. Like, my future husband's ex-wife. She decided to attack me in the middle of Target the other day. Screaming. At me. In front of the kids. Because she doesn't like the fact that I'm involved in her daughter's life.

It was really cruel.

I just want to plan the wedding, folks.